New start

A lot has happened since I last posted. I feel a lot better for a start. The beginning of the year was difficult and I felt things I never thought I would feel. Thankfully I have got through it pretty much intact. I still have moments when I feel a bit wobbly but I guess that is only natural. The important thing is that I feel more like me than I have for a long time. That was something that I had lost and I never thought I would get it back. It took some time but I'm back and slightly madder than ever. So what's this new start? Well I have to have another operation on my wrist. Third time lucky. I hope this is an end to two years of pain. I'll be honest, I am nervous and I am slightly worried it won't work but the surgeon seems pretty confident he can fix it once and for all so I need to put my trust in him. Once I have recovered from that I will have a new job to go to. From randomly applying for it when I was in Brunei not expecting to hear anything I am now on the verge of handing my notice in at my current job. It is strange how this world works. In a matter of months I have gone from the depths of despair to a whole new and exciting future ahead of me. I know I have moaned about my current job quite a lot over the past year but I will miss it. Perhaps not everything but there are definitely aspects of it that I will. Most of all I will miss the lovely people I have been fortunate to work with in my time there. This last week there have been plenty of tears. Saying goodbye is never easy. I will miss the banter most of all. I know everyone keeps saying once I get to know people in my new job there will be banter but it just won't be the same. The hardest thing is going to be leaving my comfort zone. This is something I have to do though. I can try it and if I don't like it I can get another job. If I don't then I may never get the chance again. I need to spread my wings and fly the nest no matter how scary it seems.