Wow it's windy outside today! It's that time of year when you know a turn in the weather is imminent and autumn will be upon us. Darker nights, wind, rain (although that doesn't appear to be a seasonal thing), leaves turning colour. These are all signs that it's nearly my birthday. It won't be long until the heating is on and people are panic buying christmas presents.
This year seems to have flown passed. Not that long ago i was stressing about the start of uni. That moved on to stressing about placement and finally results. Even the stress of my graduation last week seems such a long time ago. I know that i have done things this year other than work and uni but i can't remember.
You know when your driving through snow at night and it looks like your in an episode of Star Trek going at warp speed? That's what this year has felt like.
My dad always warned me. He told me as i grew up the years would go quicker but i never believed him. I'm starting to now.
My grandma said something to me yesturday which saddened me a little. We were talking about my cousin and all the travelling she has been doing. My grandma said 'You need to live your life whilst you can because when you your like me, sat here at night on your own, it's only your memories that keep you company'.
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Tuesday, 14 September 2010
Wednesday, 8 September 2010
Graduation stress
Well the time is nearly upon me. Friday i will be graduating from uni. I'm very excited about it, who wouldn't be? After a lot of hard work i've finally achieved my goal.
It was all fine until last night anyway. I woke up this morning having dreamt that i wasn't in the right clothing, i had forgotten my cap etc etc. Basically it was a total nightmare and i looked a fool in front of everybody. This has lead to unbelievable stressing. I have checked all the details several times, written down the timings, where everything is, you name it i've checked it.
I'm sure it's going to be absolutely fine. I'm not going to fall flat on my face on stage. Maybe if i think positively it will help?
Whatever happens it is one of the most important days of my life.
It was all fine until last night anyway. I woke up this morning having dreamt that i wasn't in the right clothing, i had forgotten my cap etc etc. Basically it was a total nightmare and i looked a fool in front of everybody. This has lead to unbelievable stressing. I have checked all the details several times, written down the timings, where everything is, you name it i've checked it.
I'm sure it's going to be absolutely fine. I'm not going to fall flat on my face on stage. Maybe if i think positively it will help?
Whatever happens it is one of the most important days of my life.
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